Living & Being Alive

I have a sensitive touch. What I do requires an intelligent touch and overtime it has gotten more and more fine tuned. I feel for a living. I feel to understand. Unfortunately for the most part I don't feel that people are alive. They are certainly living, but definitively not alive.

What I mean by being alive?

Look at a baby/young child or an animal and you see that the same quality of life is going through their entire body. You can touch their foot or head, their back or stomach and anywhere you touch is ALIVE with the same quality of life force (Qi) moving through it.

For older children and through adulthood, with the passing of the years, most people's bodies sadly become deadend and their vibrant energy dissipates.

I have met one adult in my life, that is the most alive person I have come across. I touched his arm one day and WOW I felt LIFE. That person is an artist in all meanings of the word, creative beyond measure and IN life for all its worth.

I will never forget that touch. My hands keep seeking it again. That touch shocked me to awaken to what it feels to be ALIVE. I would like to be that ALIVE, as I am also guilty of mostly living.